Happy New Year(?)

  It's new year's day, and I wish I could be more optimistic, but right now all I can think is, "God, please let this year be better than last year." On one hand, the kids and I are in Texas with Matt instead of him being in Korea like last year. On the other hand, I'm  almost 1,000 miles from my family and friends, the house still hasn't sold and no longer has renters, and we are STILL unpacking ( UGH!!!). I'm hoping whole-heartedly that things will turn around this year. Technically, last year wasn't ALL bad. We celebrated Ella's 1st birthday, the twins' 2nd birthday, and the birth of Dustin. However, we also lost someone dear to us, had decreases in Matt's BAH ( housing allowance) while at the same time taking on an extra rent, and I had to leave everyone and everything I'm used to. We will see what this year has in store.
  I do have several goals ( not resolutions, they only last a week or two) for this year. After being pregnant for the majority of the past 3 years, our family is complete, and I can refocus on getting healthier. Also, Matt and I have made a savings account so that hopefully we can have some money in savings the next time an unexpected cost arises. Then, maybe we won't be starting off next year as stressed out as we are starting out this year! We also have some personal goals, and wishes for the year. I know most people probably don't make wishes for the new year, but I figure, what can it hurt? My three wishes are ( in this order!): 1) I wish that Samie gets a definitive diagnosis for his stomach problem, as well as a treatment, so that he can finally feel better and start growing. He was up until 1:30AM last night, and several times throughout the night, because of stomach pain. 2) I wish for the house to sell. I really love that house, and it really felt like home to me, but we have no idea if or when Matt will ever leave the Army, and even if he left tomorrow, it just isn't big enough for a family of 6. Besides, where would we send the kids to school? 3) I wish for Matt to fill out his flight packet, turn it in, and get accepted. Not only would it be a great career move for him, but it would also send us MUCH closer to home!